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Tatyana Mishel

 

First Tattoo

 

“You bleeding heart!” the tattoo artist laughed,

softly blowing dagger tips. The young man feels

 

a head-ache—wine-ache—fading, swings his feet

above the floor as pebbles rattle through his shoes,

 

such young, young shoes. Twenty years un-old, he gets

a first impression: “This will make me, save me,”

 

whispers youth. Outside, the leaves of autumn press against

the cracked glass door. Regret—a word that does not yet

 

exist, nor does the war or carrying friends away to die beneath

palm trees, swaying in goodbyes; nor the three wives or

 

the tattoo scratched-out of Ruth. Two years from now, he will

kiss the salty underworld and know it, almost—

 

on a ship riding the Pacific, stars shivering

in their black beds, enemy planes crying for more sky.

 

He will touch the inky dagger at his nipple to remember

who he is and who he isn’t—one heart, holy, barely breathing.

 

 

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Damsel and Dragons

 

She seemed to be drawing a gathering crowd

of bed guest she couldn’t out-sleep—escapees

from forests with silvery limbs, she thought it was bliss.

They called it a civil war diaper jungle, but pleasant enough.

 

The bed guests were Dragons she couldn’t out-sleep, escapees

of  windmills, no-stopping-now, they traveled in wheelbarrows,

called life a civil war diaper jungle, but pleasant enough,

on leave for a dream vacation, freedom holiday lust-away.

 

From windmills and no-stopping-now, they traveled in wheelbarrows,

poured beer in the ocean, a runaway’s Morse code home,

on leave for a dream vacation, freedom holiday, oh, to put lust away.

They met at a moonless crossroads, praying for a past, a future.

 

They poured beer in the ocean, a runaway’s Morse code home,

to chase a damsel with flexible legs, sugar in her coffee and madrigals.

They met at a moonless crossroads, praying for a past, a future.

The Damsel saw her curse—it wasn’t her beauty but a people-less bed.

 

The dragons chased down a damsel with flexible legs, sugar and madrigals,

a freedom they could no longer taste, greedy bed guests, arms out.

The damsel saw her curse—it wasn’t her beauty but this people-less bed.

The dragons smelled retreated youth, a last chance to come in rectangles,

 

a freedom they could no longer taste, greedy bed guests, arms out,

no greeting, no dinner, just a descend of wilted flowers, angry wives.

The dragons smelled retreated youth, a last chance to come in rectangles

and our Damsel, our Damsel, she seemed to be drawing a gathering crowd.